August 14.2008

this was the day my life changed........................
well, my father died this day and every since then my life changed completely.but my whole attitude changed and i kno it and i see.like i get really mad easily and i kno thats not good but i have alot of anger inside me and its because of my fathers death.thats why i pop off my the mouth towards important people in my life.but they dnt seem to understand that this was somethin that took place inmy life at a early age.and i get really mad when people even bring it up[his death].but thats nothin i can do about that.i would do anything to get my father back like really. i miss him everyday of the damn day and it really makes my heart ach cause i really miss him and for him not to be here is heartachin. so the only reason i wrote this cause people always ask me why you so mean and this way i am..
R.I.P DADDY
love,
Christian